Without the Blonde

Without the Blonde
all songs by Anna Marie Tutor

Story

Product of burgeoning songwriter receives email from producer sends him demos of all her songs he picks 5. Its winter, she flys from California to Pennsylvania, he grabs a drummer and bass buddy and does his thing to the songwriter's guitar/vocal. Recorded and Produced by Jason Rubal at Seventh Wave Studios in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania 2008. Mastered by Albert Lucero of Rainbow Moon Music Productions.

Lyrics

Woke up this morning
you were breathing softly
and I couldn't take you, anymore
The sun on my shoulder
comin' in through the window
and the birds all singing, their songs

And I know I'm wrong/I know we would be ok
but it seems I'm not here/and I know I won't stay

Left a note on the counter
by your keys in the corner
you will find them when you start your day
While you're making your coffee
putting on your makeup
thinking 'bout all the love you give away

And I know I'm wrong/I know we would be ok
but I heard this song/and I know I won't stay 

Oh the lies... the lies

And I know I'm wrong/I know we would be ok
but I've worked out this song/and I know I won't stay

Lyrics

You held my heart in your hands
you didn't know what you had
you let it go

You make me Crazy for your love

I've watched your darkened eyes.
I've watched you hypnotized
all that you touch I want to be
all that you are I want to know

You make me crazy for your love

Should I tell you anything?
Should I tell you everything?
Should I tell you?

I wish the world would fall away

 

Lyrics

Pretty black ink marks a page
I was never like so much so I never stayed
she was in a building alone in a room
counting the places that fools suffer in

She said I am not afraid, I am not fearful
there are so many lovely ways to die 

There was a window, there was a baby
and a simple technicality, to prove she was crazy
red bloody footprints, dark bloody glass
bitter sharp edges, to shadow a past

But I am not afraid, I am not fearful
there are so many lovely ways to die
I am never frightened, and I'm never lonely
I'm never sad for more than one night

She would never love in the absence of breaking
open the wounds lips soft and shaking
but age is a beauty, she stands on her own
there is a lesson she will learn
she will learn

I am not afraid, I am not fearful
there are so many lovely ways to die
I'm never frightened and I'm never lonely
I'm never sad, for more than one night
No, I am not afraid, I am not fearful
there are so many lovely ways to die
to die

Lyrics

I never wanted anything from you
that's just what I got

I never wanted anyone this much
you're fading in front of me
your words are echoing so softly 

I never wanted anything from you
that's just what I got

The last thing you said was you loved me
your words are fading oh so softly

Lyrics

Her eyes were grey
she moved so quietly
she said don't be afraid
then she walked right through me

She said she was a dancer
she said many things
with the voice of an angel
sent to rescue me 

She said we had to be free
we were always trying to get away
she said nothing is as it seems to be
and no place is a good place to stay 

And when I'd fall behind
she would always wait
but one day I was just too tired
and I watched her walk away 

Water fell from her eyes
sand fell from her hair
blood dripped from her fingertips
and then she wasn't there

And the moon stood pale
the stars refused to shine
they could not touch her beauty
when she said that she was mine

Her eyes were grey

Lyrics

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Love You I Do - Single - Without the Blonde

I didn't always give you a hand to hold
didn't always give you peace of mind
I didn't always give you three days
without an argument, an argument
but love, love, love you I do 

I never really gave you absolution
for all the times you made me mad
I never really showed you all of me
all I am, all I have
but love, love, love you I do

I didn't always give you an honest answer
I never really tried to help us get along
I don't know that I could look at you and say that
so I wrote this song, I sing this song
of love, love, love you I do